May292012
frameacloud:
An upcoming anniversary in the otherkin community: On July 9, 2012, the word “otherkin” will have been coined 22 years ago. It was coined in the Elfinkind Digest, a mailing list which is active to this day. On that date in 1990, one participant, Torin, used the word “otherkin” as a variation on…
22 years ago my mother had only recently discovered she was pregnant with me. I was about an inch long, and my heart had only been beating for fourteen days. No one knew what I would be like. No one could have imagined what the word Otherkin would come to mean to me.
I’ll probably spend the day meditating in a park somewhere with tall trees and a view of the mountains. Probably paint my personal sigils using the red ink I save for special occasions. I might just make it a yearly thing. :D A sort of fourteen day heartbeat/Otherkin celebration day thing.
May282012
childofthefoxes:
I cannot draw at all, and also it would have to be an IRL drawing that I then took a picture of with my camera, lol.
But I still want to.
If I did, who would want to be in it?
Edit: I’m gonna add a list!
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I would love to attend such a fabulous event. :D
2AM
This person I admire SUPER MUCH just followed me on my main blog and I’m trying not to freak out, but I’m freaking out a little.
I’m barely managing to resist the urge to send them a message in which I grovel and their feet and tell them I am not worthy because all I do is reblog stupid shit and they are a wonderful writer and artist and all around awesome person AND THEY COULD BE GOING BACK THROUGH EVERYTHING IVE POSTED NOW.
April202012
We had to break up last night because I’m going back to Vancouver and she’s staying here and neither of us feel we could hack a long distance relationship. We knew it was coming, but she still seemed pretty upset.
She told me once before that her dad is against same-sex relationships, so I don’t think she ever told him we were going out. But now I’m worried he’s going to phone and be super angry and I won’t know what to say because I don’t talk to people as a rule and talking on the phone freaks me out big time.
April162012
I want to move and run and jump. But then I do and it’s not right and not really what I want and need to do.
So I’m just going to curl up here and not move until my body is completely numb and listen to Florence + The Machine really loud so I can ignore the world as much as my body.
Ravel out.
6PM
Am I the only one who finds themselves completely unable to imagine themselves human in daydreams? I can’t do it anymore. I used to be able to if being myself didn’t really make sense in the world the daydream was happening (ex. This world, or an established fictional world) Not anymore though. Does this happen to anyone else?
April142012
I see so many posts on the Otherkin and Therian tags that I would like to reply to. I would like to talk to people. I think it would help me understand my own nature better. I want to make friends with the people here.
Unfortunately I am a very shy person, and I’m not good with words. I see I post I would like to reply to and start to type something, only to stop halfway through. The words won’t be right, or I will be afraid of offending them. That is the worst. It will be something I am passionate about, but I am afraid to reply in case I offend them, or in case I make a mistake. I’m just not good enough at words. They don’t come easily to me. Typing is better than talking, because I can’t feel how wrong my teeth and tongue are, but still.
So here is my vow. I am going to respond to something every day (unless there is nothing to reply to)
